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Jan 12 2009

Dear Diary, I wish she would disappear.

Published by mrsvincent under Uncategorized Edit This

So I got to go to the base and see Alex tonight, It was amazing! We just sat in my cousins car and talked for 4 hours. It was so great, I miss him so much again though. I cant wait until Friday. We took pictures today and he said we’ll take more Friday. That made me smile, cuz hes usually not the one to initiate picture taking lol. I was feeling all good and happy when I got back from seeing him, and I guess I still am its just theres this person I hate. I shouldnt, but I do. Blah blah blah, im lame. But you know what? Im super cute. And my diet is working I lost 4 pounds :) Im up again at 4 am which sucks, I just keep thinking about so much and rock of love is on. I wonder if these girls prancing around in their barely there underwear realize how foolish they look? I do like Kelsey though, shes pretty cute. Alex told me tonight that hes 2id, 2nd infantry division. Which means hes in area 1 in Korea. Which at first I was freaking out about because I for sure thought that that meant no command sponsorship, but then I read a couple different articles online about how they just started giving command sponsorship to people in area 1! I also talked to another spouse on the USFK forums whose actually in area 1 right now and she really helped to ease my mind. I love Alex. Random I know but ive just been looking at our pictures we took tonight over and over, and I just cant get over how in love with him I really am. I re-read his text messages a couple times a day and I bring my phone with me EVERYWHERE, in fear I might miss his call. Is that pathetic? I mean its not like hes at basic and I dont know when I’ll hear from him, I know I’ll get a call almost every day but I just fgjadlfjldkfjlgfd love him. Ya know? Wow, I bet this sounds like some 13 years olds diary. Dear Diary, I just love love love love him so<3 Pshttttt. Gross. But I do. I think im going to eat breakfast in an hour or so and then do my cardio and strength training. Strength training is so much easier than cardio, cardio wears me the eff out. But its givin me results so ima keep at it. SOOO much energy at 4:46 am! Why oh why? I woke up at 9 am yesterday so its not like I even slept all day or anything. Oh well. I’ll just stay up and then pass out later on tonight. Yep. Everyone always looks at me with that “what the hell are you thinking” look, and I *Giggle*.

He likes it better when im quiet

My Everything.

Haha What can I say?

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